photoshoot cancelled.

i've planned to have a photoshoot today at 1 pm. i've met the man who was gonna make a photoshoot at the picture gallery not far from my house about 2 weeks ago. he came up to me and asked if i'd like to participate in his photoproject. to say honestly, i was hesitating. i mean, i've heard that i'm very photogenic lots of times but i've never been pictured professionally. but that was definitely interesting for me. so i said i'll think about that and took his phone number. and i called him. unfortunately, nothing comes easy and, no doubt, shit happens so he called and cancelled the photoshoot for today because he was sick. it wasn't so bad because i thought that it's not the best time for me to do it because of some spots i got lately and i couldn't get to the salon to have a face cleaning. i'm not sad, it's gonna be another one later on and i'm invited;)
now i'm sitting here and picking up the cashew nuts from nuts assortie because i find them the tastiest after almonds(i've eaten all the almonds already). boooring.

who needs diaries?

while listening to "Lollipop" i was looking at my diary and thinking that i actually like the idea of having a diary. i used to think that people who have internet diaries most probably don't have real lives. well, of course i've tried having a diary before but never got the purpose of it. i mean, you write, people read..so what's next? and what's so interesting about it? what makes people read it? none of my friends know that i'm on here and that's the best part. i can write whatever i think and whatever i want. that doesn't mean i'll start bitching about my friends from this second but that means that i can open up without thinking what my dearest mates' opinion is gonna be. i'll share my diary with them later on, but not now for sure.:)

what?

i've been really wanting to write something cool here. i've been wanting to be someone like Catherine Townsend telling entertainingly about her casual life in her reports. she's reaally cool. i've read her "Breaking The Rules" and thought it was amazing. when i do things, good thoughts come to my mind and i think that it would be great to rearrange them into sentences in my diary. but when it comes that i appear next to computer i can't think of something brilliant to post. well, i'm just a teenager girl who lives her life; meaning, goes to school, has some close friends, lots of good mates, goes out, has some hobbies and is on facebook as all of her friends are. well, i want to have a job in Glamour magazine, like writing some reports but it's not realisable at this period of my life. i mean that i have to grow up first. physically and mentally.
it's already 2:35 in the morning and i'm listening to Diddy's "Last Night". in 20 minutes i'll go to bed, will read some of "Chasing Harry Winston" before actually falling asleep...
so now wish a good night to you all.
p.s. actually i'd like to know if anyone finds my style interesting, so if you accidentally surfed through this page and liked this message, please, don't be shy and tell me. i will appreciate it;)

hey. so that's my blog. enjoy;)