cry, baby, cry.

i really love my dad but he makes me cry everytime he comes to visit me. i think it's something from my childhood when my parents divorced and i had my young heart broken. i was only 3 but it didn't stop him from leaving our family. since that we had a lot of arguments, he's been really angry at me sometimes and for no reason so i'm very sensitive now with what he says. even the smallest thing makes me cry. he might not know it because i try to hide my tears, he might not care because he lives HIS life. but i cry... i cry.
why do bad things happen to good people? i know he's good but everytime i see his eyes drunk i turn around and cry. cry a lot. and cry.
my dad is good. and i love him. thanks for everything you've done, daddy.