I am sooo fed up with people who get all mad when you say something without intending to insult them but they become so nervous they cant even tell you what youve done wrong
like my mom. we were planning to watch a movie but we couldnt start cos she had things to do so i was waiting for her for so long and then in the end it was less than an hour until she had plans so we wouldnt actually have time to watch the movie so ive told her that she should hurry up and she got all mad at me for no reason cos apparently i should have offered to help which ive done like twice but she rejected so now i am the one to blame
WTF?
:/

i wanna do something fun...please!
my friends have been to Bulgria for two weeks.. i havent been nowhere.. its been so long i havent had a proper rest.. i just sit home, go to cafes, cinema... all the routine
i want to go to another country with my friends too.. somewhere unusual, not bloody Cyprus -.-

basically what we.re gonna do is nothing

so my mom and my bro have gone away for 3 days. i'm having a lazy evening. watching tv and eating a lot. have no idea what to do for these 3 days.

basically what we're gonna do is...DANCE!

apricots

so i'm eating apricots. i'm home alone. kind of bored.
tomorrow might go out and then..football? not sure that i'm looking forward to this part.
might just cancel it. i like watching football if it's World Cup or Ukraine playing and it's Ukraine - Turkey tomorrow but i think i'm not bothered and i already have plans. so hopefull i will just have a quiet evening at home.
so what else?
i played tennis today. i think i'm getting better and better. i'll have to play tennis in my school so just getting ready, y'know.
still havent found out my results and my friend is pissing me off with asking me about them
it's not like the thing i want the most is to tell her my results... argh.

summer 2009

well summer is summer, and even if you spend it at home with computer and tv and waking up at 1 pm, you still love it.
because it's summer
my summer is lovely though. not like one of the bests but still pretty much interesting.
i'm in Kyiv right now but i went to Odessa for 2 days. well, all i've done is shopping, restaurants and long walks with my dad. and it was fine.
then i went to my grandmom's place. and i just came back yesterday. u know like sometimes you have these crazy nights when you get drunk and flirt with every single guy? well, it was one of those. so i drank the legendary Revo cocktail. people say you can get hallucinations if you drink too much. well, i was just plain drunk. and i was laying on a shoulder of my married friend. which wasn't that innocent because he just had a row with his wife so he tried to kiss me and all this stuff. the good thing is that even with a lack of soberness, i tried to slap him and i kept repeating that he has a wife and a son. he's quite cute though. but oh well i can't even imagine seeing his wife after this.
so the gcse results are out. everyone knows them except me. i don't quite know how do i get them. and it's not like i want them anyway. but i guess i'll have to find out. before anyone else does :)
so i think i'll keep updating you with the news. i have to practise my english anyway.

xoxo

its so fucking annoying cos u dont care about us.. u dont care about anything!
u say that we'll never see you again with a smile on your face
you like to make a tragedy of yourself leaving.. look i'm so great, cry about me...u dont understand how it hurts. u dont understand.
i remember sometime ago u told me u wont be missing anyone when you'll leave. and i still remember it.
we really do love you. u can't even imagine how much. how much we'll miss you. and what you really mean to us and me especially.
why do u have to be like this? why do u hurt people this way? don't u have feelings?


oh. shall i just give up trying? fuuck. i feel like crying.


:(