why my friends never understand how i feel?
they never get the reason. they need to get everything explained. but i won't explain.

people will let you down

you know on my way to school i always see this graffiti on the wall which says "people will let you down"
well, people do let me down. so much happened while i wasn't here. first, i wanted to tell you everything but i think there's no sense. i mean it's not the point. my biggest problem is that whenever someone close to me is in a bad mood it makes me feel sad. so today everyone was in a bad mood and my mood is all the bad moods added up. imagine, how i feel. i can't revise and i really have to.
fuck.

let's play a love game

hmm i'm totally inspired by lady gaga
i think i'm going to draw her as my final piece for art
she's strange but she's cool
and my brother is an idiot
what else? have already done my art gcse exam, hope it went well and the cambridge examiner(or whoever is coming to grade it) will like it
2 days till hooome
and tomorrow i'm making this goodbye party. just going to friday's to have a little chat and then probably going clubbing just for a bit
my friend has met this hot guy so i'm looking forward to see him :)

xoxo

:)

my first post in april
so basically, usual things happened. i've almost finished my art gcse
on the 21st of april i'm going to the UK to see the schools
and i feel amazing now even though it's almost midnight, i'm not sleeping, my room's a mess(i seriously need to cleen it up) and i feel fat(i've gained so much but at least i'm curvy now)
enjoying life and appreciating what i've got
the right psychology is to enjoy the moment without thinking about past and future. whenever you think you have problems, ask yourself: "are there any problems right now? in this second?" the most likely answer is "no". there's no problems at the moment. all your problems are regarding past and future. so why that's not a good reason to love life?

How to Lose 2 Guys in 10 Days

So basically, i said "no" to both of these guys who were making these attemps to meet up. Well not literally, of course, i was just acting careless so they had to give it up. And now i'm left with no one again. No more text messages while i'm on dance lessons. No more dates. No more anything. Well of course, i'll find another guy. Just not now.

SORTED

all sorted

now guys i really need to get more concentrated on studying and passing the most important exams in my life - gcse exams

it's like shit...it's like so shit

it's really weird. that bitch just ruined my life. but i won't tell you this because i'm so overexhausted right now.

it's really baaaad