let's play a love game

hmm i'm totally inspired by lady gaga
i think i'm going to draw her as my final piece for art
she's strange but she's cool
and my brother is an idiot
what else? have already done my art gcse exam, hope it went well and the cambridge examiner(or whoever is coming to grade it) will like it
2 days till hooome
and tomorrow i'm making this goodbye party. just going to friday's to have a little chat and then probably going clubbing just for a bit
my friend has met this hot guy so i'm looking forward to see him :)

xoxo

:)

my first post in april
so basically, usual things happened. i've almost finished my art gcse
on the 21st of april i'm going to the UK to see the schools
and i feel amazing now even though it's almost midnight, i'm not sleeping, my room's a mess(i seriously need to cleen it up) and i feel fat(i've gained so much but at least i'm curvy now)
enjoying life and appreciating what i've got
the right psychology is to enjoy the moment without thinking about past and future. whenever you think you have problems, ask yourself: "are there any problems right now? in this second?" the most likely answer is "no". there's no problems at the moment. all your problems are regarding past and future. so why that's not a good reason to love life?

How to Lose 2 Guys in 10 Days

So basically, i said "no" to both of these guys who were making these attemps to meet up. Well not literally, of course, i was just acting careless so they had to give it up. And now i'm left with no one again. No more text messages while i'm on dance lessons. No more dates. No more anything. Well of course, i'll find another guy. Just not now.

SORTED

all sorted

now guys i really need to get more concentrated on studying and passing the most important exams in my life - gcse exams

it's like shit...it's like so shit

it's really weird. that bitch just ruined my life. but i won't tell you this because i'm so overexhausted right now.

it's really baaaad

i want a guy that will understand me!

so long i've not been here...

...that i almost feel sorry for this blog

i mean it was going quite well before i left it for 5 months or so

anyway, i'm back:)

i read sophie kinsella's "the secret dreamworld of a shopaholic" and now reading "shopaholic abroad".

i absolutely love her books. i think she's amazing.

you know, when i was reading the first book, i loved it that much that i couldn't get away from it. so i stayed in, completely isolated for 2 days until i finished the last page. oh yes, i didn't go to school. it felt like i've flown away from the reality . you know. i also watched the movie online but the quality wasn't that high so it was hard to enjoy it. but i wanted to watch it that bad that i actually watched it. now i'm longing to see it in the cinema whenever it will be on in our country.

so about my school. i'm having examinations these days. mock gcse exams. they weren't that bad. i mean, maths was hard but what did i expect? they always make it so hard. i missed two exams which i had to do today but i didn't go to school because i felt too unprepared to do them. 

what else? for this period i've not been here, i had two dancing shows. the first one was actually a dancing competition. we did quite well although we didn't win any prices. they said we had accesories in our dance so we were not allowed to win anything. yes, that's stupid.

the second show was in holiday inn hotel. it was actually worse than the competition because we were less prepared and the stage was so small that we coluldn't fit in so i think we pretty much messed up. my friends who came said it was still amazing and they didn't expect i could dance like this. what on earth they used to think if my bad performance was better than they expected it to be. they thought i was a handicap or something? but we went friday's afterwards and spent some lovely time there with laughs and oreo madness(oh god, it was delicious).

my love life is still kind of incomplete. i went for a date with this guy and it was ok. i actually thought he liked me but he kind of..doesn't ask me out anymore. i mean, okaay..he texts me everyday but so? he still could of asked me out again even though it was only 1.5 week ago.

another guy is completely crazy about me. we went out twice but i don't think i like him. he's a bit boring. but i can't say no to him before i'm sure that the other guy really likes me. so i keep that guy until i find somethibg better. i know, that's bad of me but somethng is better than nothing, right? or at least i thought so.